i have lost touch with the world for ages..
not much things to update anyways.
everyday just seemed like a routine for me.
home->school->home->school->home :(

Innova Cross Country was great!
i always dreaded to run especially long distance.
but today was different as i ran the entire 3.3km route without stopping (: and whats more encouraging was that i got myself a towel which was only for the top 100 runners? so eventually i was quite contented.

this is such a random post because im really exhausted.
im gonna turn in now.
goodnight world (:


REPLIES:

::kelly- i miss you too! take care girl. beware of your tutor! haha.
:::zakiah- hey im in innova now (: much love!
::::leegek- updated. when are we having lunch tgt? long time since i last
saw you. hurry hurry!! date me okay. ;D

I'm feeling groggy right now due to the fact that i have only slept for 3h last night and i have less than 48h to complete my history reading and mind map.
how am i gonna get it done when I'm sure gonna fall asleep while reading it.

today is the most miserable day i have ever had in my life.
everything just seemed to go wrong.
i don't know why i have been feeling moody since afternoon and hence i was sulking all the way.
i get agitated easily and emotional most of the time.
i just hate this feeling.

supposed to meet the girls in school this morning to complete the cheer dance, but we only realised that the school was closed on Saturday upon reaching. that was very silly of us.
we somehow managed to complete the dance, all thanks to Amanda who agreed to invite us to her house (:

i have been splurging these few days.
its so scary that i couldn't believe it either.
i spent about $80 today on food($30), transport($30) and entertainment(17).
i can buy so many things with that amount of money.
i just feel like shooting myself now.
seriously i do.

AS:happySWEETeighteen!
legal in Egypt (:
have fun and don't forget my pressie.
you are loved <3

as usual, i was busy with school work and stuff..
anyway im not gonna be long-winded.
i will just touch on some significant events that have taken place (:

SUNDAY:
i was proud of myself that day for i have done a good deed.( actually i always do, just that this time it was different)
met the rest at bukit panjang plaza that morning.
we were to station ourselves there for the entire day to help raise funds for the school pocket money fund. its actually for those students who do not have a proper meal a day.
i always love doing this kinda thing.
it somehow brighten me up (:

i encountered different kinds of people that day.
there were compassionate people out there who made generous contributions, and i was totally touched by their action.
while there were some people who would rather spend their money on unecessary items than to put a few cents into the tin. ><
actually that was still not too bad, whats worse was that some people actually treated me as invisible when i approached them. how can they possibly missed me when im not made of glass!
its okay to reject me if it was accompanied by a "sorry" or "no, thank you".
but some retarded fools just gave me that mean and disgusting look as if their partners didnt give them enough the night before.
i was so pissed.

i did enjoy myself afterall and i totally love you guys(russell, as, amanda & janelle)
thanks for the surprise (: you guys are a naughty bunch. hehs
because of you people, the time spent there was worthwhile :D

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:judy- give me his number, i will surely call him if i need a cab ;D
::idham- haha. thanks horny!
:::juhuan- i've linked you (:
::::zakiah- updated! I MISS YOU TOO. i wanna see you!!!!!!!
:::::sabrina- yea. its so irritating. anw meet up soon girl (:
::::::leegek- its updated! imu ZMC2.