just when i thought all was gonna be fun,
i was wrong.
i hate this time of the month.
-curse & swear-
>.<

Anyway, im all ready for the camp (:
will be back soon.
Misses!
tata~

HELLO people (:
it has been a month since i last blogged.
Well, just bear with me.
summer test is finally over. thats the nicest thing that can ever happen.
however this is the first time i am so screwed for an exam. like totally unprepared and i had so little confidence with myself.
so unlike the usual vanessa ):
however i will try to look on the bright side.
thats the best way to console myself, i guess.

The school is not that bad after all.
they have organise an adventure camp for us whereby we dont have to pay a single cent. how nice.
kota tinggi, some nature reserve in malaysia. 4days3night.
im so looking forward to it !
there's so much thing to pack and i have totally no clue where to start from. i am so deprieved. i need a bag pack and windbreaker.
some kind soul pleeeeease (:

i can imagine im gonna turn into a charcoal after that.
and cheer competition is just 2 days after camp.
there goes all the 'burnt' cheerleaders.

Anyway, after two rounds of interview..
im proud to announce that im part of OCIP 2008 ;D
i am so glad janelle is gonna be there with me. we are sure gonna have hell of those heart to heart talk, especially on sheep!
okay, im anticipating it.

In collaboration with Great Singapore Sale, im going on a shopping spree tomorrow. sisters outing.
Cheers*

goodnight world(:

REPLIES`

fang shiuan- you are not forgotten (:
jonathan- ya im leading a great life. Life has never been so fun ;D
Judy- girl, my exams just ended. Meaning you can ask me out anytime !
LEEGEK- hey you retarded, make me so disappointed..you owe me one.

Like what Mr Ang said "when you're stuck at a question for too long, just Skip or Move on."
after pondering for some time, i have decided to adopt the second option; move on.
no point dwelling on it for so long because it will yield no result.
so i guess i should just get on with life (:

Went to T3 yesterday for family dinner.
it was a small world indeed.
met Uncle Chris and family at the carpark, so we decided to have dinner together.
so much of a coincidence, i saw Mrs Doreen Ng and her wise husband there.
she used to be my English teacher as well as dance teacher in charge.
i miss her, miss those time where banana, Kelly and i would share our juicy gossips with her.
we are kinda bitchy tho, always criticizing those juniors on their dance steps and not forgetting Mdm Gwee as well. lol
we always bad-mouthed her in front of Mrs ng. so mean of us. i felt rather sinful now.
we would go like" Mrs Ng look at her, she cant dance! she looked so nerdy."
and she would just laugh like mad.
those were the days...


anyway back to main point, we went for dinner at crystal jade and burnt a hole is mummy's pocket. so sorry (:
toured around T3 and took some pictures.

check out this Hello Kitty van. we saw it in the carpark

and started to take pic with it. people must have thought

we were crazy. we were just amused.

V is Vanessa & Vondrea :D

we simply love her ^^

we chased her for miles before we could

capture a few shots of her. it was tiring thus

we decided to take a pic w/o her.

i cant curl my tongue ><

what' up with the pose?!


i love yummy blackforest (:

why is it that im always able to stand firm on my decisions but when it comes to this, im at a lost.

indecisive.

fickle-minded.

i should just be frank, shouldn't i?

your 'perfect' appearance belied your true self

cunning, despicable, nasty.

thats the way you are.

you are such a turn off.

my life may seem to be filled with fun and excitment, but unhappiness often overwhelmed me.
in the midst of doing work, i fell deep into melancholy.
i just want things to remain as it is now.
why is it so difficult.?
why does things get so complicated?
why?
i just couldn't find the answer to these questions.
:(